| AGHH. |
[14 Oct 2008|02:35pm] |
WHAT THE FUCKKK !?!?!?!
dfSJG.jkdtyikyghmkhdkdt.
STOP.
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[09 Oct 2008|09:11pm] |
BEING A BITCHHHH.
the end.
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| meh. |
[01 Dec 2007|08:27pm] |
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I haven't posted in a while.
a long while, actually. just been busy and unmotivated, I guess.
A month. Geezus, it has been a long time.
Well, a few simple life updates are in order.
Ms. Green messed up my grade, so I had an E on my report card and now I'm grounded until progress reports.
It's pretty much really lame, if you ask me.
I'm feeling really inspired lately, it's great.
no drama going on, that's always nice.
new boyfriend. he's pretty great. (:
I'm currently sitting here with the baby. ! awh, he's freaking amazing. be jealous.
kelly is on her way over.
doing a project tomorrow with the girls.
we make it fun.
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| three months. |
[28 Oct 2007|08:23pm] |
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three months.
down the drain.
wonderful. /;['t0se4=['t0ydrtu0-dt !!!
GAHHH. i hate this.
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| gawsh. |
[25 Oct 2007|05:38pm] |
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l;figdrydtjftui'dru'p'[y7itdo0u[d !!!!
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| PRO-LIFE. |
[23 Oct 2007|05:03pm] |
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I walked to the bus stop with my best friend, life tape covering our mouths. As soon as we got onto to buys, the ridicule started; students badgering us, calling us dumb or stupid or retarded for wearing the tape. A few people asked us about the tape, and I willingly handed over one of my flyers; I had sixty. As we got into the school, more and more people started to bother us. I never thought people could be cold enough to look at us the way they did. Our first class of the day, I was told that I could wear my tape, but if I passed out any of the fliers I had, that I would be suspended. I ignored the threat and continued passing out papers inbetween classes to anyone who seemed curious enough. In the halls between classes, students would walk past me, yelling 'Pro-chice' and insulting me, many wore tape on their stomachs of butts that said "PRO-CHOICE." My next two classes were more ridicule, with very few approvals, even a teacher poked fun at me for the tape at one point. My last class of the day was lunch, which was the worst by far. People stared at my lunch table, yelling profanities at us, calling us names, and advertising Pro-Choice, claiming that we were stupid and immature for the way we expresed our beliefs. One boy even approached my other friend and I, looked us in the faces, and said, "I support abortion." We nodded in acknowledgement. He then continued, "If your little sister was raped by a retard, would you still want her to keep the baby?" I locked arms with my friend, as we just stared at him. He laughed and walked away. Walking home from school with my best friend, random people would lean out the windows of their cars to yell things at us, as would people on the street. The whole day, I watched people with pro-life tape, including myself, get torn down and messed with. But I'm above all of that. We all are. Go ahead and be ignorant, try and bring us down. It won't work. I spent the day gettig ridiculed, as did my best friends,
and I'm happy, because no matter what they said, I'm still silent until midnight. I'm still standing up for what I believe in. and I'm still strong. They won't break me.
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| time for a life update. |
[21 Oct 2007|07:38pm] |
so. I haven't posted in about a week.
a lot of things, and yet, nothing happened this week.
Let's see. Uhm, Friday was salem spirit day, and the pep rally,
and the homecoming game (which we won, by the way!)
oh yeah, getting painted and such was pretty much REALLY
epic. [["I give it an E, for EPICNESS."]] haaha! megan.
saturday was the homecoming dance.
which was rather amazing, except that our DJ was like,
5756745 years old, hahahaha.
and yeah, it was reallyyyy fun and all. =]
hm. lamentation by Leah Andreone is such a WOAH kinda song.
it's lovely, and intense, and sad, and beautiful, and just..wow.
I have so much goign on inside my head for sime reason right now. I'm not sure what sprang it, probably this song, now that I think of it. also, 'colorblind' by counting crows is nice. I feel so mellow, but my head is going in a thousand different directions.
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| confessions (39 - 45) |
[14 Oct 2007|09:53pm] |
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cover, Bubbly - Colbie Caillat |
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39. I'm always paraoid that people are mad at me.
40. I love my parents, but I cannot stand them for the life of me. I don't mean in an 'embarassed teen' kinda way either, I mean like, we just don't get along anymore. haha.
41. I don't like our friendship all that much.
42. My hands shake randomly, very often.
43. I hate those one-armed, emotion-lacking hugs. I mean, they actually bother me. If you're going to hug me, it'd better be good.
44. the thought of someone being anorexic, especially if it's someone I'm close to, can easily make me cry. That goes for bulima, too.
45. Mmm. I love me some vocalists. (:
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| oh my !! |
[14 Oct 2007|10:24am] |
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the suffering - coheed and cambria |
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life is greatttttt. again.
since my parents went out of town on friday,
everything, is just going splendidly. Like, I'm
having a lot of fun, and i'm no breaking any
rules or anything, it's just easier to make plans
and blast music and like, not have to worry about
getting into another argument or babysitting or
anything like that. I love my family, I really do,
I just wished having a somewhat of a social
life, ya digg? I'm not even mad that he threw
me on the floor anymore; not my fault he's got
a bad temper. yeah, just, :D.
I REALLY want some gummi bears for some odd
unknown reason. I think a trip to Food Lion to
get them, later, is in order. hehe.
I don't know why I'm up so early, I was up late-ish
with shelby last night; she's still asleep.
I woke up in a GREATTT mood though.
i'm like, high on life this weekend, really.
I have to clean sometime today;
cause I promised myself I would get the
house clean before my parents get home,
so that way we can start the week off on a
relitively good foot, you know?
Oh, teenagers and their drama;
it's so cute. haha. I do't deal with that crap
though, I'm above all that. it's just silly to waste
your time with such thigs as 'he-said-she-said'
kinda stuff, you know? Also, quit telling me I
need a boyfriend, mkay? I'm chill with life right
now, and yeah sure, it'd be nice, but there's this
kid, wait...we won't get into that, cause I could
go on forever, got ittt??
OMGOSH. My whole body pretty much hates
me right now; I ran up and down mt. trashmore like
3454364576 times the other night, plus the
ridiculous amout of walking I've done this weekend.
but yeah. i love life.
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| agghh.asdfghjkl;' |
[09 Oct 2007|05:40pm] |
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i'm so sick - flyleaf |
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hatred.
wait...no. scratch that.
extreme anger.
yeah, really. you bother me.
you used to be such a great friend,
and now you're just acting crazy.
i hate this. i don't want to lose you as a friend,
you're important to me,
but you're stupid. stupid. stupid.
well, you're acting like it, at least.
WHY would you want to worship
someone who hates you? who wants you to suffer an
eyernity in the worst of all places? Worshipping
Satan is the most ridiculous thing you could ever do.
Oh yeah, someone who hates you is a really cool
individual! :D NO. NOT. STOP.
You're being ignorant and foolish.
hell is the worst of any place, with the evilist of any people.
you'll have a unquenchable thirst, an hunger that
never stops, the hottest flames, the worst pain,
the most extreme lonliness, the worst of the worst,
saddest, angriest, evilist, most hopeless possible feeling
is what you'd have to deal with all the time, forever.
you can't possibly tell me you really want that?!
NO, you're NOT going to 'kick back in his den' and chill,
and 'play guitar hero' that wo't happen. ever. sorry.
I hope reality kicks you in the face.
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| ahahaha. |
[29 Sep 2007|07:39pm] |
why am I watching iCarly with my brother? heheh.
life is good.
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| confessions (31 - 38) |
[21 Sep 2007|09:25pm] |
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31. depending on my mood, I sometimes hate when people comment me like, "You're SO skinny" and blahblahblah. I KNOW that I'm skinny, thanks. I work out to stay healthy, not to be skinny. other times though, it doesn't bother me at all. By the way, don't you DARE ask me if I'm anorexic, EVER. I'm not. and I won't be. that's dumb.
32. I was afriad of salt when I was little.
33. I'm afriad of a lot of thing. some little things, and some bigger things. It makes things difficult.
34. The fact that nobody is ever able to steryotype me excited me greatly.
35. I love writing traditional letters (i.e. snail mail).
36. I hateee the fact that my fingers always seem to type out "gonig" instead of "going." I can't seem to get them to type that correctly without thinking about it.
37. I sometimes feel like I'm a horrible christian.
38. I, on occasion, wish my hair was long like it used to be, because there's A LOT of different styles Icould do with that, that I reallyyyy want to try.
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| when? |
[17 Sep 2007|04:42pm] |
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am I going to need recursive formulas in my lifeee?!
*hates agebra. *
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[17 Sep 2007|04:23pm] |
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today just keeps getting better and better.
(note the not-so-clever sarcasam I used there.)
I have sooo much homework, and I'm a procrastinator,
so it hasn't gotten done yet. the algebra is confusing me,
and I reallllyyy don't want to write that english paper.
my brother is giving me crap.
my mom is mad at me.
and I think a few other people are ticked for some reason.
I slept in. sat three-seated on both bus-rides today.
fell up the stairs. got a massive headache.
my entire body hurts, and I just want to go to sleep.
but NO. I get in trouble for sleeping during the day.
ughhh. (bitchmoangripecomplain.)
I feel like a total jerk right now.
I'm going to attempt to do that homework.
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| sdgrfh. |
[16 Sep 2007|02:48pm] |
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i'm loosing enthusiasim to post in here.
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| become a star. |
[16 Sep 2007|09:37am] |
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GRUHTJUTYIO&^IO&^OI.
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| devon is |
[13 Sep 2007|02:47pm] |
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ambrosia - alesana |
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I'm starting something new.
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| in a nutshell. |
[11 Sep 2007|06:03pm] |
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almost lover - a fine frenzy |
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Today was horrible. I was sick, sore, tried, and there was a lot of drama. Really, this is one of the worst days I've had in a while.
Despite those facts, I'm happy.
It was sixyears ago that a plane was boarded by terrorists, and the twin towers fell.
I'm still here, you're still here, and so are millions of other people just like us.
We all take life for granted, and can only be reminded of it on days like this.
Days when thousands of people are in mourning for those who were lost,
and when thousands of people celebrate the lives of those lost. I'm here, and I'm happy to be alive.
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| people. |
[11 Sep 2007|02:30pm] |
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people make me sick.
WHY, Tell me why do people start crap
for NO REASON. She had NO right to
put her hands on my friend, at all.
clearly there's a reason she's on house arrest.
people really need to grow up
and get some class. dear gosh.
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| soo. |
[10 Sep 2007|05:30am] |
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I'm pretty much really into this one kid.
he stopped me dead in my tracks.
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